Sunday, June 8, 2014

Coming To The End

I had an epiphany this morning as I was itching to get out the door and get the 7 k I had planned to do today. Well heading out the door is even a bigger chore when your supposed running partner won't get the hell out of bed. So now it is 1:30 in the afternoon and I still have not gotten out the door and you know what. I am not going to get out the door.

I just give up. Running is a struggle enough and if I have to struggle and fight to get out the door that is just to much struggle for me. So I think at this point I am just going to walk away and whatever happens happens. If I gain 50-100 pounds oh well. I am sick of fighting for everything and I just don't feel like I have any more fight in me to give.